I am slowly learning to accept the things I can not change and trying to be happy with the things I have in life. However I still have this fear that being back in my home town will drain all the positive energy/creativity that I strived so hard to achieve.
It’s both exciting and scary to think that I am an adult. However as long as I have the love and support of my good friends and family, I feel like I can get through it all. I feel both blessed and cursed at the same time.